i'll be busy this sept hols. all my days are planned alrdy. tmr will be badminton with melvin. woots. & finally we get to meet up after so long. lol. and thn will be gng out with WS and TSS. coolness!! the rest of the days, is mugging, tv, msn, and blog.

so happy TSS and WS ask me out. so seldom they'll ask me out. ok. actually, its a rarity. haha. tdy supposed to go jasline's chalet. but nah.. badminton! haha. TSS decided not to go as well. lol. cos its very very very boring if u dunno how to play mj and daidee. just feel so outta place u know. that kind of feeling. awful. and they got those terms for mj which makes me go "huh?" lol. see. innocent kid.

ENJOY YOUR HOLS ! =D

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ok. got loads of pictures and video to upload but now i can't. maybe some other time. heh. anyway, HAPPY BIRTHDAY JON LIM! =D another one turned 16. lol. slowly all can watch NC 16 tgt. lol. hmm..

ytd i was talking about Friendships. and we were saying that mixing friends is easy, but maintaining friendship definitely is not easy task. cos its not a thing u can do alone and it'll succeed. its a two person thing. friendships cannot be lobsided. and of cos, the deadliest flaw of mine, is a lobsided frienship. i know very clearly that i suck in upkeeping the friendship. in another words, i won't initiate to msg, call or ask friends out. so if a friend doesn't contact me, and i dun contact him/her, the friendship will be a hi-bye one. somehow i'm a person who dun have these good habits.

im trying to chng it, but i dunno why everytime i pick up my phone and type a msg, and type in recipient's number. i will delete everything and keep my phone in my bag again. somehow something keeps holding me back. firstly, i dunno whether im giving the impression like " im super bored now, so i msg u" secondly, i dun like to msg or call. that explains why i dun call and msg ppl on initiative. thirdly, i've only got 1000 free smses. its not unlimited. i wan an unlimited plan but im still on the M1 contract. well...

i dunno. i know i've lost quite a couple of very good friends but... im a passive person. a bad habit that's gotta go. and... melvin's gonna shift outta gardens pretty soon. hai.. i feel bad. ytd he called to ask me to go eat ice cream tgt. ai yo. the way i say this is like blaming someone else. u know who u are, u know i dun mean it that way. =x hmm. okkayy... ... ... even though im passive, im really lucky to have good friends who understand that im just like dat. they accept this huge awful flaw of mine, and for that, i really thank them.

i'll try to be initiative and msg ppl once i've an unlimited sms plan. dun be surprised if sudd one day, out of the blue moon u receive a msg from me. lol! oh yea. i phone's touch screen rocks! im eyeing that phone. LOL!

ooh lala.. Just read the 8 days magazine. hah! TSS passed to me during recess. lol. quite wierd right? haha! the coverpage is celebrities lying tgt in bed clad in little cloth materials. its kinda... awkward. lol. i was reading while walking just now, and then people keep looking at the coverpage. its as though im reading a porn mag =.= its just an 8 days mag tainted with a little bit of extra eye catching content.

and you know what, Dawn Yang's on it. omg? lol. how on earth her manager hooked her up with the 8 days. lol. blogging to magazine. lol! i tink Teenage is nicer. i prefer the Kelly's Column. everytime bring go tuition with saggy and read Kelly column. oh ho ho. its been raining and raining. oh yea. sunday got Jasline's chalet.. but.. i tink badminton has win me over. lol. doubt i'll be going.

ooh hoo.. tot can go and see badminton mates... but... melvin's not going. ahhh.. and i guess there will be a change in atmosphere on sunday. "we needa talk" lol. doesn't signify a good thing i guess. hmm... im curious but also daunted at the same time. he usually isn't so serious. hmm... well... we'll see.

GO GET TEENAGE K ! its nice! lol. yay, tomoro's the MIND YOUR BODY paper. i love that paper. GO GET IT TOO ! LOL.

WHAT A LOAD THROWN AND OFF ! finally, the social studies freak subject is out! we were told to study 3 themes, so i study and STUDY AND FRIGGING STUDY, thn i realise shit. i only studied two themes. oh well.. so just went into examinations with finger crossed and double crossed. this time im really lucky. the two themes i studied came out. so its really a blessing that i can even choose the qn im more comfortable with.

and its the first time i almost managed to complete my SS paper. erm.. i tried out a new shortcut format for the SEQ. so wait till paper comes back and see if the new format works. lol. prelims and im doing the trial and error method. last minute decide to try it out on spot due to time constraints. oh yes, good luck jian wei! =x i must say, he's daring.

tomoro's papers are geog and emath. ok. another content based. but personally, i feel geog is much easier to memorise cos it makes more sense to me. i can visualise the trees with conical shape and thick barks, etc. whereas SS is like.. ok. my mind is empty. obviously i study, vomit, and forget. shit. i tink i better do a recall system before my memory completely wipes out all the info i've rmbr-ed. and it'll be a torturous process re-memorising again for O's.

i tink there's no chance for me to touch my emath to revise. lol. tdy had emath paper but didn't even pick up emath materials to revise. thats how terrifying ss is, if u're unable to memorise and panicking. SS is #1 priority at that moment. ok. off i go ~~~~~~~

gd luck everyone !! few more days and exams are out..
and another 50 plus days to O's. how it does ruin our after exam mood. lol.

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why do we need to remember so much facts and then vomit them all out on the test paper? can't we work like how the australian schools are functioning? open book and allow u to use labtop to source for materials during exam itself. makes more sense to me. like they say, in the workforce u dun need to memorise a huge chunk of facts. its pointless. rather, u need to know where to get your materials and apply. ok. i think thats so true. which point in time when you're working u need to memorise the hell outta your brain.

no, u actually don't. they always say we are preparing u for the future when u go to work. but... erm... thn explain to me how does this actually help by memorising and make everyone feel so nervous and stressed by the huge chunk of notes. the whole point is actually bout analysing and applying isn't it ? seriously, if we weren't required to memorise, do u think students will be so stressed up? i feel that all these are redundant stress. afterall, u know your stuff, its just that your mind suddenly can't recall that factor. and u get penalized not because u don't know, but cos of one dumb reason, u merely can't recall. dumb ? VERY DUMB

nxt time if i get to be someone influential ah... which i do hope so. i would try to change this screwed up system. lol. for me, all the stress comes from memorising. i know what im reading but when u ask me to write out point by point, i tend to forget here and there. uncalled-for stress.

oh well well... Just make more babies, pls the government, and then voice out. lol. i will strike a deal with them. u revamp this education system, i give u a soccer team of IVF babies. LOL. u take care. i provide. HAHA! im evil but ... ... eh. true lo. one day when the education system chng until like dat, ur kids will thank me. u too. cos ur child happy happy go sch, u also happy happy go work. no need to worry that they are too stressed and got no life. WHICH IS HAPPENING RIGHT NOW. LOL !!!!

oh man. i think need a JAP political party ( Jan Action Party ) this will then become true. lol. impossible thou. l8r throw me in jail and thn serve a sentence until president happy thn let me out. better banish this tot early and stop daydreaming. go face the nightmare of nothing but words words words and be a good law abiding citizen. thanks alot, singapore education system definitely rocks my socks. way to go.




PUI PUI PUI PUI PUI

whoo ! chemistry and physics paper are both down. well...for both papers, paper one was a breeze while paper two was an ultimate killer. today they gave us a Pressure equation and ask us to prove it considering the volume of air bla bla bla ... !!?? since when u have proving questions in physics ? lol. first time come across in my life. maybe at higher levels in JC or UNI, but secondary, i doubt so.

well, when i finish physics paper two i had loads of time left. not because i've completed the paper, but i dunno, skip. dunno skip. so in the end... left so much time. TSS say when he was doing the paper he felt like giving up halfway. lol. jia you peeps ! when enter examination hall cannot give up, just give it all you've got. prepare so long alrdy, cannot surrender at the race itself. so wasted right ? =D

hmm... ytd night i was thinking what shall i do after my o levels. i tink i would wanna try working cos i've yet to enquire such experience. it would be fufilling and of cos exhausting, i guess. but hmm.. i doubt i can =(
O's end in mid nov. and im going to red camp for NP, and also a couple of chalets. thn in december itself i'll be going new zealand. and january i'll enter NP for my international business course thru DPA. so, POOF, there goes my 3 months holiday. initially i was like.. OMG. 3 months to bum and work-just worry how to enjoy life to the fullest. and now.. lol.

hmm.. in any case, im alrdy so anxious to enter poly. totally new environment with new learning style. COOL! out of the old schooling system since primary one, with sch uniforms, tests, and strict regulations. heh. poly rocks even before i enter ! good headstart =D

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prelims are on wednesday. oh gosh. so fast and scary. time really flies. recently alot of things happened. we won the relay in e sports day. OMG. so happy. lol. and sgp won a silver medal in e table tennis in the beijing olympics !! so unexpected ! micheal phelps just created a history in e record of olympics. so many glaring gold medals. i bet advertisors for swimsuits and wadsoever will come looking for him to advertise their products.

well ... lin dan and lee chong wei's match was so lopsided. =.= Lin dan was too fast and too aggressive. oh my. 2nd match lin dan 8, lee chong wei 0. whoa. he's really powerful and stretchy. the stinky shoes he threw to the audience will be a treasure framed up in the person's house or either sold on the internet for like hundreds of dollars ? lol! 1 shoe=$900 haha. his racket will worth even more man. whoa ho ho. kiss the racket . the victorious racket the legendary world no.1 badminton player used.

This year's olympics is so dam happening. sgp first medal in 48 yrs. micheal phelps broke so many world records and one even with his goggles filled with water. o.0 and usain bolt also made a world record while running with his shoelaces loose. omg. amazing.

i also wan an olympic medal. they should make a new event called " the tcss event" i might consider joining it. and if i do, hahah ! gold silver bronze consolation, all mine. LOL.

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ok. how should i say this? I've never thought that death this word would actually struck me so soon. ytd, my dad told me hans is dead. initially i just thought that he's bluffing. cos when i reach home i couldn't find hans, i tot he was having a haircut. when he told me hans is gone i just dun couldn't come to terms with it. until i saw hans lying there, not jumping, not responding, i totally broke down. i just cried in the middle of the street. i felt so lost, so unbelivable. the devastation is just so terrible. my heart just hurt like crazy. its just so terrible. within a day, hans just disappeared from my life. gone.

cried and cried at my study table until my worksheets were filled with tears that the ink smarched all over. went to bed crying, my mum came into my room to comfort me. she had to chng the pillow cos it was drenched with tears. somehow i just felt so weak at heart. i hoped that it was all a dream, and if it wasn't, i just wished i died in my sleep. the pain is just so unbearable. woke up crying again. eyes all swollen and puffy.

i didn't tell anyone at all. i didn't know how to tell my friends, and i was afraid i would just cry even harder. cried so much until i dun even know when i was crying or when i was yawning in class. i told myself once i reach sch i must not cry, but i lost it when i was alrdy in the car on the way to sch. this is the first time tears just flow and flow. i want it to stop, but it seems to be otherwise, and even more terrible.

now that at least i've stopped crying, i feel much better. thanks alot to all my friends. really. i knew going to sch would make me better, even though those lame jokes weren't funny, but really.... guys... sincere thank you to each and every single one of you.

hans will always be my favourite dog, always. i hope he've gone to a better place with his dog friends. RIP, hans. maybe some other time i'll post a picture of him. cos i still dun dare to look at his pic nor videos. i know i will lose it. so... yea. im picking myself up slowly. bear with me guys.

i will always love u hans.

VIVO ! yep. went there to do some shopping. i've gt what i wanted! ooh lala ~ ok anyway, on friday night TSS called me but i totally knocked out. yeh. so morning i saw the missed calls and stuff. so i asked him his purpose of calling. i tot it was a prank call or something cos usually he sleeps v early. he said he was hospitalised. i was abit doubtful. i tot he was joking or something cos it was the day the gates of hades open-if thats wad u call it. so i replied, it is true or not? this kinda thing dun play play.

he said he fell down the stairs. my gosh. so unlucky. he said no need to visit him at the hospital cos he'll be checking out at noon when i replied his msg at bout 11am or so. i wanted to laugh cos i didn't even know whr the hosp. was and i didn't say anything bout going down. well... but i will still go down if i have the time, afterall he's one of the GL clique. erm... dun tink too much pure 100% friendship. ( ppl who read DUN ANYHOW BOMB AH ) words really do kill.

tmr's monday ! WOOTS. i love mondays and fridays. cos sch ends earlier, so no more monday blues but is tuesday blues.


ALWAYS LOOK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE OF LIFE ! TU TOO ~ TU TOO TU TOO TU TOO ~
haha. randomisation. =D i love being random.
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tdy had english oral. my god. ppl busy reading oral passages to practice while im there frantically cutting my nails. lol. its been quite awhile i updated, i apologise for that =/ hah. oh well... im going to new zealand this december! WOOTS ! its a dream come true !!! cos all along i had wanted to go to new zealand. i just love the greenery and serenity of the country. sheep grazing on the green grassland with all the dew. oh man !!!!! anyway, this trip will be slightly different. cos my sis best friend will be joining us. He's a sec 4 guy from xinmin sec. its the last yr for my sis and her best fren tgt in xinmin le. so i guess this trip for them will be a very memorable one. haha.

and saggy says she wanna go to korea in december. HO HO HO. good luck with the ice. HAHA. it'll be negative degrees there and there won't be snow. it will be ice. yup. its terrible. cos the ice is slippery and sometimes black due to the exhuast fumes given off by vehicles. well... going overseas is still fun though ! woots !

i hope one day i can go to France for a significant purpose. hmm... if i work hard enough hopefully i'll be able to tour round the world during my twilight years. hmm... its a far away dream cos my journey have yet to start. lol. well.... i'll start fattening up my pocket to fufil this dream. hope i can bring my parents to diff. countries after they retire as well. i mean thats what life is for right. When its time to rest and enjoy, you have to do so. no point slogging all your life and nt enjoy the fruits u've beared all these while.

LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST !!

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